The Tension Between Desire and Distance : The Art Of Surrender

Separation is something we all encounter, whether through physical distance, the passing of time, or emotional shifts in our relationships. In these moments of longing and distance, we’re often invited into a profound space of introspection—a space where we learn to sit with what is left unsaid, to feel the weight of absence, and to hold the memory of connection. I Wish We Had More Time Together speaks to this emotional terrain, exploring how separation shapes our understanding of patience, reflection, and surrender.

When someone or something we love is out of reach, we’re forced to pause, to examine the contours of our own heart. In this stillness, we come face-to-face with resilience—an awareness of our own ability to endure the ache of what cannot be, or cannot be right now. The very act of waiting, of holding onto the beauty of moments that are now memories, reveals a quiet strength within us. It’s here that we realize just how much we are capable of—of loving, of hoping, and of cherishing even the smallest of shared moments.

In these spaces of separation, reflection often takes on a new clarity. We sift through memories, moments, and meanings, finding gems of understanding we may have overlooked in the rush of the present. Distance offers a lens through which we can see ourselves more clearly, inviting us to explore what we value most. This can be a challenging journey, one that asks us to let go of control and to surrender to the reality of what is. It’s in surrender that we find peace, and in peace, we find a way to appreciate the beauty of the unattainable.

There is something profoundly poetic in longing—an emotion that sits just out of reach, yet feels intensely alive. This piece remind us that separation isn’t always an end, but a part of our journey that allows us to explore who we are, what we cherish, and what we wish could be. This space between what we have and what we desire holds a beauty of its own, as we learn to honor the love, hope, and resilience that persist within us, even across distances.

This piece invites us to embrace the delicate balance between connection and separation, finding meaning in both presence and absence. It’s a celebration of the beauty that remains, even when we wish for just a little more time.

The Complexity of Recollection: Where Truth and Perception Blend into a Mesmerizing, Disordered Symphony

Muddled Recollections explores the fluid and often fragmented nature of memory, capturing how our perceptions of the past are as much a blend of emotions as they are of facts. Memory isn’t a static record; it shifts, intertwines, and sometimes fades entirely, leaving us with a mosaic of vivid impressions that defy clarity.

In this piece, familiar shapes and textures emerge and then dissolve back into abstraction, reflecting how memories shift with time and emotion. Each layer symbolizes fragments of recollection—some clear, others fading—echoing the way we hold onto moments not as they were, but as we felt them.

This work invites viewers to reflect on their own memories: What do we actually remember, and what do we unknowingly recreate? "Muddled Recollections" suggests that memory is less a reliable archive and more a personal tapestry—a symphony of experiences that shapes who we are, however incomplete or rearranged it might be.

The Bittersweet Nature of Memory: Holding on to Fleeting Moments

Memory is a complex and multifaceted aspect of the human experience, often filled with paradoxes that shape our understanding of ourselves and the world around us. At the heart of this complexity lies a poignant duality: the moments we cherish most are often the ones that are hardest to retain. This bittersweet nature of memory in “I Longed To Remember, I Struggled To Forget” invites us to explore the intricacies of our recollections and consider how they influence our lives.

One of the most challenging aspects of memory is the persistence of painful experiences. Traumatic events, heartaches, and regrets seem to embed themselves deeply into our consciousness, refusing to fade with time. These memories linger, shaping our perceptions and influencing our decisions, often becoming an inescapable part of our narrative.

This persistence can be attributed to the brain's natural inclination to prioritize negative experiences as a survival mechanism. By remembering and learning from past hardships, we equip ourselves with the knowledge to avoid similar situations in the future. However, this can also lead to an overwhelming burden, as painful memories continue to cast shadows over our present and future.

In stark contrast to the persistence of painful memories, joyful moments seem to slip through our fingers, leaving only faint traces behind. Despite our desire to hold on to these precious experiences, they often fade into the background, overshadowed by the weight of everyday life and the passage of time.

This fragility of joyful memories can be frustrating, as we long to preserve the happiness and warmth that they bring. Yet, it is precisely this impermanence that makes these moments so precious. The fleeting nature of joy reminds us to cherish each experience as it comes, embracing the beauty of the present without taking it for granted.